Finally I'm Done

The post title brings satisfaction to my eyes.. sadly its not a DEFINITE finally....
just a 'Finally' for this time of the moment... I'm done fabricating my identity, done with the EFPC stuff... I just dont get it why they created the damn subject... Engineers has very low communication skills and ability to sell themselves? That my friends, is the crap they tell us....

For me, its better to just leave it to those PR people or Commerce people.... Why complicate our learning study system with NONSENSE? utter nonsense.....
I think they just have to much time on their hands, and are using it to complicate things for us students.... Everyday I feel so tired lol... my brain is exhausted... How NOT?
In EFPC, I'm Dato' Seri Ir Devan Raja ...ROFLMAOLOL.....

Its just pure fabricating stuff... an attempt to give an insight to a real Engineer work.....
why dint just leave it to theories and practical that is relevant to the field itself?
questions and questions..but in the end we still need to do it all... to get that FINAL satisfaction..
A scroll that would show it all..... Oh.. how far that feels rite now....

Blogging does feel nice sometimes, venting of the Frustration that if kept long I feel might qualify me to enroll in a mental institution.. Batu Tujuh or Tanjung Rambutan anyone??


Thats my Fictional company logo and motto....
Compound-4 Engineering Firm....
lol.... I wonder what the lecturer would say?.... A tree? A building? Alien spaceship? Nuclear explosion?....... The last one is the rite answer, if you were wondering....^^

I managed to create a 5o pages long Stage 1 work... consisting of my company profile and the designs of a racing car which we designed of course... Satisfaction was there when the final touch was set. But thats just stage 1, 3 more stages to go baby....

btw if you are lost about EFPC, its Engineering Foundation Principle and Communication...
A unit created to teach us about the engineering designs, principles of engineering work, and how to sell our work.... Sounds helpful??? I think not.... Very confusing I'd say.....
Life goes On rite?

Tired....

Finally I have some time to blog... alas its not even free lol... just steal a bit of time or the pieces of thoughts here will all fall to shreds....lalala...

The grass is always greener on the other side.. how true-er can that be...
When I was still in foundation or pre-u (whatever you wanna call it la), I have always envied those doing degree.. How important must they feel, learning about the trade that will be their bread and butter.... How insignificant I feel etc etc...
But now that I'm in degree, somehow I wanted to be back in foundation (not that I want to go back, startover bla bla)... But just remembering all those free hours we have, the nothingness which use to bore me over and over.... Back home with nothing to do...aaaahhh...

Now, there's no such thing as a 'free time'.... even those hours which there's no classes or lectures, or labs, or tutorials are now filled with meetings, discussion bla bla bla....
I wonder why we have this crappy subject in the very first year... creating company, tender, designing, building... student engineer my head lol....
I dont say its not good but thats just too much work too fast man.. I imagined this maybe in the 4th year or at leasr 3rd year.. but 1st year..wow!!

Barely even enjoyed the fact that I'm in degree, and I'm already past a few due dates for the sub... I can see the business 1st years, geology people still hanging around, considered relaxing la.. save for all the stuff they need to study... and US, site visit is already creeping up, 1st stage of the project needs to be done by Friday and the worst part its just the THIRD week!!!!!! Foundation student just only had their first class today...LOL

Rugby, didnt attend even ONE single training yet.. its either I have lab on that day or too damn tired after all that goes in the head..( mostly the latter of course).... Should I continue or not/ It had been so much fun, but I guess I just lost the motivation after 3 months of total break...
Trying to search back the old high I guess....

Nothing is always on the down side though..thanks for the seniors... nothing but thanks to them.. helping out with all sorts of stuff... I guess they know how we feel, been there done that stuff... Hopefully it can all go with a breeze and then I'd be done...WOOHOO....
too fast thinking bout the good stuffs....

Student Engineer...thats what I am.... (errr, thats what them Uni people wants us to be laaaa)...
Chao...hopefully something fast soon..hehe

First Week date...

Its just only the first week of degree and God knows how many stuff I have to finish doing by next week....
Degree, honestly speaking is what I have anticipated.. after so long stuck in pre-u level, I'm finally here.... for those that know me knows what I'm talking about... for those that dont, I didnt fail and fail ok... just moved from the same level to the same thing again...
Kinda relieved to be on the same playing ground with my Peeps again....

One thing that shocked me I must say, is that I never really knew that in degree there is just SOOOOOO many lectures to attend... Frankly speaking I cant sit still for ONE hour, what more with FOUR hours of direct lectures on fridays.... damn it....

I'm free on Thursdays with only 1 lab session... but on Tuesdays I'm so dead... 1 lecture, 3 tutorials and a lab.. from 8 in the morning to 6 in the evening...direct ok, with only 1 and a half hour break from 2 to 3.3o...... how do they expect us to survive!!! LOL..

On the high note, most if not all my lecturers this semester are nice and fun... not as rigid as the business lecturers I heard...^^...
One lecturer even stressed on the importance of TECHNOLOGY that he told us if our phone rang during lecture, we must ANSWER it... instead most lecturer will say keep ur phone on silent at all times..LOL... that was a point of interest thr i must say...

And yes I've finally gotten a house to stay in.. its huge and needs a bit of deco here and there plus furnitures... It was great to meet my mates after 3 months of summer break... it does seems different without them after spending almost a year together... no wonder people always say close friends u make during university will often last forever... You can just imagine all those stuff we did together from studies to fun... I cant imagine doing it with my high scholl friends...

World famous...wth...Louis Vuitton... (just random stuff I'm hearing now...)...
I'm not single now, sorry to say.. back with my girlfriend... thats a good thing I guess.... hehe.. she will kill me for telling this lol.....

okay then till later.... I will update often now date internet is easier to access...lol...

Its Alive!!!

Actually I thought it would be better off without one...
I thought it was futile, useless... whats the use of something so insignificant right?
It was just mostly random acts...
I thought I was WASTING my time...
My LOVE was waning.. I was actually at one point considered destroying it...

The worst part? It was never a girl...
Its my freaking BLOG....

But then I felt kinda stupid, for so long it had been a part of me, only until lately had it been apart of me....
What i thought was insignificant was actually a bit of me, expressed in words.... memories of a boy (hopefully fast forwarding to be a man la)...

So now I decided to close that OLD chapter of my life and start with a new one a NEW chapter..
(at least the online version of me will a).....
Introducing the latest version of BlueApple, the Chemical Apple!!!
volatile yet stable, weak but persistent, tidy yet messy, fake and real... the life of a student pursuing the field of chemical engineering.. Its all Wrong... Pessimistic? I think Optimistic...
why I say "Its All Wrong"? Its because sometimes at certain point of our life, we seem to make lots of decisions which either turns out wrong or others say its wrong... (at least for me thats the problem la)...

Anyway now that I'm pursuing Chemical Engineering, my online personality has gotta change too rite?
So let the fun begins!!!!